The Final Lap

So it all boils down to this. The final film of the course. The THESIS film. Those are caps. They're meant to be caps because they are that scary. I'm trying not to worry myself sick over my thesis film, thinking about every possible angle or how some scenes can be shot due to space and/or time constraints. To optimize the time over and over again. In other words, I'm in need of some dire HELP!!!

Everyone's probably in meltdown stage at this point trying to pull their shit together. I'm still casting even though my shoot is 12 days away. I've still got a script to improve. I'm shaking in my pants in case everything falls apart. Yet I can't hold onto all this crap because it just keeps piling up and suffocating me from within. I've got to work with what I've got and hope that it's good enough.

We're supposed to be shooting this week, but perhaps in a stroke of good fortune, I've got nothing to do at the moment because Michael has no clue on what he wants to do. Bad for him, but good for me because it just gives me that much more prepping time. And I better make the best of it and not let worry kill me. I figure I'll do my best and not let regret or worry consume me.

Till then, l8rs. I've got a script to polish up and some serious decisions to think through.